Dear God, Why Isn't My Dad Bill Cosby??

I used to pray that my Dad would be like Bill Cosby or Charles Ingalls. I would really get upset when I would watch those shows and wonder why he did not act like the Dads on TV. My parents had an ugly divorce so I came up with my own concept of what my Dad should be like. My Dad was far from Bill Cosby, he is not funny and is not overly affectionate. Dad kissed me goodbye this past weekend and I was very surprised. He never kisses me goodbye. Is it sad that I had to wonder why?? Does anyone else ever feel this way?? I wonder what our kids think we should be like.